I’m carrying one breath that shouldn’t be mine,
In the wings of miserable nightmares
I scream in silence to be brave
To put an end in what is called “life”
Fucking stupid assholes,
Will you ever see my true color?
I’m not breathable
And I disgust all the good things
I hate myself and I want to die
I hate myself and I want to die
I hate myself and I want to die
I hate myself and I want to die!
I’m just so fucking insane
That I can put one thousand knifes
In your chest just to shut you up
And make me satisfied
Tired to be a delusion,
Enough of coward’s actions
Stalking me in the night
I’m a shame to you,
I’m a shame to them,
I’m a shame to myself,
Can’t truly live for a reason,
Want to give me a reason?
Fuck you!
Don’t try to be good to me
Because I’ll be the devil in person,
I want your hate,
I want to be burned alive!
I hate myself and I want to die
I hate myself and I want to die
I hate myself and I want to die
I hate myself and I want to die!
You don’t understand?
Then you´re an idiot and just so stupid
That makes me ironic!
You could be everything to me
If you hated me all the time,
I could give you my life
But you’re too good to disgust me
Don’t like those fucking people who love Jesus,
Who’s Jesus anyway?
I can be disgusting all the time,
In my freak mind I imagine an overdose
Of pills and get drowned
Smile! You’re an idiot!
I hate you!
Don’t be a fake jerk while you’re trying to be bad to me,
I can smell hate, I’m full of it!
I hate myself and I want to die
I hate myself and I want to die
I hate myself and I want to die
I hate myself and I want to die!
I know what I did to you,
Believe me, and didn’t pretend to be a delusion,
I know what I’m gonna do to you,
Trust me, is better for everyone
Living in dreams,
Illusions of fake memories,
Mind going crazy,
And my strength is coming to an end…
I’m going to sleep now,
My day was annoying
And I committed one emotional crime
Yeah, my hobby is to hurt people.
I hate myself and I want to die…
