Thy mind rests as my heart dies,
My tear, your evil smile, my pain, your bullet…
That is what keeps the nightmare carry on,
Like knives in my chest, struggling for some air…
I get no freedom in someone else’s cage,
I have a leash stuck in my wound neck,
Even such painful scream like mine cannot kill
Such monster sleeping within this dream…
Behold, behold…
My pain turning into flames of death,
See what the heart can’t show you,
What the mind was hiding between words and complicity!
He eats my torments with disgusting pleasure
And drinks my fears like blood running through
Those poisoned veins… Thus keeping me alive just
For some torturous memory lane…
If only I could…
Oh, if only I could speak from this tears
Make all this sorrow go away…
If my soul could fulfill those promises
Once sang in a lullaby…
But I’m still whispering in the dark
What this nightmare is turning me into,
Making my heart full of black holes and desperation…
Look at me!
Ain’t this enough?
Broken glass on the floor…
Wiping the mess with my bloody hand…
Let’s kill each other for once….
This time I’ll make it real for you,
See thy evil through these blind eyes,
Breaking my bones with that bullet you keep,
And then we repeat over and over again
Until my heart stops beating…
